Sadistik - Eden lyrics

Lost inside the garden of
Eden eating my pride
Sleep deprived every evening I'm
Sleeping beneath the stars beat the odds
Let em see all the scars secrets and all
Follow heart til they feed on my
Carcass we could be gods
Singing songs for the elegy I
Can still hear the melodies
People wrapped up in cellophane moonlight
Cuts through the ebony
Spinal column still shivering lately
It’s like a centipede
Crawling across the desert I'm
Hollower now than ever
All the trees are neon I see
While I dream I'm free
And I’m beyond the reach of reason to
Be or just not to be?
I feel empty when you're not with
Me I've seen all the scenery
Out to sea on a piece you left
Me I'm ready to sink beneath
In LA it's been raining all day
I'm paper mache and wallpaper
Heart is a broken fish tank my
Limbs are just vacant hallways
You wander for your escape and I'll
Still mistake it for always
The long days of this malaise made
Me patient amidst the cobwebs
Mister melancholy calling turned holidays
Into hollow days while I went from flower to
Flower looking to pollinate
We're far away and wallow we
Wanted to walk on water
Take all of the autumn sorrows
And watch em dissolve away
The weight I wake up to accumulates
All my thoughts are so cumulus
All our energy’s nuclear you
Look into my nucleus
Tell me I’m too lugubrious
Beautiful views elusive
We planted our darkest secrets
They're blooming into petunias
Pent up pendulum pulsing just
Like a metronome
Poisoned, mourning my mornings impulsive
Smelling the petrichor sepulcher head
I’m better off dead the
Weather is never enough
When effervescent second efforts get me
Left in the mud just up above us is a galaxy
Grounds all crumble below me
A thousand people surround us inside
Of me's only lonely
The fireflies used to visit to sit
On my skin I miss it
When mystery dissipated you drifted
Into the distance