Sadistik - From the Gossamer lyrics

- You just shut me out - yeah, well
I shut everybody out don't take
It personally it's just easier
- It's also really lonely

I’m pantomiming death to stay afloat
When I’m not with you
Trapped in spiderweb blankets woven
From the gossamer
I made my manias change into azaleas
That bloomed from all the wounds I never
Knew that you could save me from
Agony in panoramic cannot find the panacea
Singing rhapsodies of peace pieces
Of me atrophied
A shattered galaxy we were at an apogee
A masterpiece reminding me of things
I had but cannot be
Dear depression you robbed me of my essence
Taught me that I’m ugly with
Autopsies of my efforts
Ever since the day I saw
My god upon a stretcher
I followed all mirages while I’d
Fall apart in increments
And crawled across the desert just to
Talk to all the string puppets
Suffered through the small talk
Blanket statements small-pox i’m sinking in
My Corpse is always covered
In your fingerprints
I dream I’m in Elysium but
Wake up to the same
And at night sing me a lullaby hey
I see the light in your solemn eyes
I protect from the world if I can
We weren't meant for a normal life