Sadistik - Petrichor lyrics

Talk about their neighborhoods
Intersects and boroughs
But, I love instead in my head
William S burroughs in my hands
I burrow with my hands on
A burrow in the sand
'til it's purple and collapsed
From the digging
Searching for a path to the virtue that I had
Surfaces will crack from the circles that
I've ran in the city
City of the Living Dead wishing
They could live again
Rip me into little shreds I'm filthy
Admitting all my differences
Drifting into bitterness
Kiss me 'til I'm innocent and kill me really
I feel rosy two pockets full of poesy
I'm nosy that's too obvious for Cody
Too cautious just to hold me
Like the cigarette I lit
Just to get another hit when
New monsters can control me
And it's an arcane parlay but hearts
Aren't really heart shaped are they
I don't really know why but today
Is different from the last
I don't want to waste no time
In wishing it would last
I can feel it in my skin hidden in my laugh
That this moment doesn't seem like
A symptom of the past
I'm alive skipping by a land mine softly
Ship is gonna capsize probably it's okay
I'll make my own way that's my hobby
I don't want to be a sad
Eyed zombie with no brain
And that means that I'd pay pay
No mind of grate-grateful times
As days days go by and leave
Rather lead a grace-graceful life
And say-say no lies
And take take both sides of me
I've fallen into more pieces
Than are countable
But put 'em back in a sequence that amounts
I'm fiending for an out that can
Set me free from writer's block
I keep forgetting to remember
Everything that I forgot
Yea and they say when it rains it pours
I'll splash in puddles when I know
I can't evade the storm
I'll burn another bridge just to make it warm
Then I'll throw myself inside
Watch me burn myself alive
This is a witches hunt zip
It up lips are shut
If I run quick enough then
I'll come into some
Symptoms of innocence when it's
Crushed into dust
If I wasn't in love with it just give it up
I'm feeling cold and under pressure
And hide my nervousness with silence
But when a coal is under pressure
That's when it turns into a diamond
I've been in front of the line
Of fire to hold still
Watching all the people that try to
Bite through my stone will
Don't cross the bear with your beef
Or a cross to bear
You either take the higher road
Or be the road kill


On September the first 2007
I learned what it's like to feel
The world collapse beneath me
To free fall for so long that you forget what
The ground ever felt like in the first place
And the only thought you do have
Is that when you finally land
You hope it's hard enough
That no piece of you will be discovered again
You see
I watched my hero die that day my friends
And so far I have survived every day since
I have no choice but forward while being
Gnawed on by the birds of prey
Praying that I never have to take
Another step in the same direction
I am the deliverer of ashes
A cultivator of roses in my fathers name
And while I missed the pieces of myself that
Have been killed by my own hands
I celebrate the ones that
I have created since
I have reinvented myself more times than I
Care to count and each one
Is a little less beautiful than the
Last which leads me to here, the now
The culmination of every moment
Of my life and
I want nothing more than to tear every
Piece of my flesh off one by one
To show you what's been hiding underneath
Because these are the flowers for my father