Sadistik - Rainbow Road lyrics

Today, you are who you are today, see? yeah
You're still me, but you're a newer version
Myself ten years from now it's so far away
It's almost impossible to imagine I know
Am I alone or is there a
Wonderful person next to me? Yeah

The shrooms hit til it's rainbow road
I grew sick of the same old jokes
And moved quick where the angels roam
They won’t save your soul
Flip the world watch 'em fall
Through their halo holes
We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
They love you when you’re new
But they’ll soon depart
I stayed hunted by the gloom
You assumed the part
Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies
With their love notes
Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from
A cut throat
A million lights at night go in a sequence
Did I really live this life
Or did I dream it? I don’t want to be here

Do your best, do your best
I can't remember But
I don’t want to leave yet
Don't you lose, don't you lose me, me, me

I go Romero, so feral when I bear it all
I’ll skin my enemies and stretch
It out like Harold
Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
Throne of Blood & Marrow
Crows above a scarecrow
Made of straw men arguments and table salt
Major flaws cut me open like a table saw
Saw my inner demons thinking that
They’re made of God
Solemn bit's and pieces sink
Into Venetian skies
I feel alive in the in the
Moment between dreams and strife
The words grow from my
Bones til they’re needle-like
Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light
Days from a normal life
Aged like California wine
Trapped in a maze like I’m Coraline
Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine
Lord of Flies head on a
Stake that you glorified
If you’re scared to know
Yourself this is horrifying
The same me it’s just more refined
In a grave deep where the orchids lie
Orcas die inside me every time
I sing a whale song
Seattle rain became a hailstorm

I don’t wanna leave yet but
I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be
Swallowed in the ether
I don’t wanna leave yet but
I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be
Swallowed in the ether
I don’t wanna leave yet but
I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be
Swallowed in the ether
I don’t wanna leave yet but
I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be
Swallowed in the ether

In your time
I'm no longer here but, I am here today
And I'll always be cheering
For you right here cheering for you
My only self