Sadistik - Sleeping with the enemy lyrics

I feel agoraphobic but reluctantly
I stay the course
In this maze of thorns cause there's no
Way that I can circumvent it
It smells like Agent Orange in
This place I'm headed
And I may regret it but I
Gotta do what makes me form
Counterfeited smiles enable me to
Find my breath
Painted in the fog that was labelled
At the time of death
Of a recluse, tangled in a spider web
Why ingest halos when the fables
That they write are dead?
Examine all the lines for an
Indication of the colors
That were there inside another
Anecdote of time
Talons grow inside with these
Inattentive gazes till
It changes from irrational
To schizophrenic rages
When you're in a cage you forget
How big the world can be
And when you're always bleeding you
Forget it's an emergency
It's a slow trip that can
Lose your hold quick
Questioning the purpose that's embedded
In your circuitry
And then the water crystallises
It grows inside your chest until
Your heart’s of sickled ice
The world is an authentic made of artificial
Ties that were meant to cover gravestones
Technicolor rainbows
Letters from an angel are
Freakin with my memories
Messing with my sheets cause I've
Been sleeping with the enemy
Under a secretive identity
I try to get away but
She’s been leaking methamphetamines
Drip drip, lick lick, infect me with diseases
Feed me all your lies until you
Get me to believe it
Is this instance a part of lucid dreaming
Or just illusionary and they got
You to believe it?