Sadistik - Song for the End of the World lyrics

Just because I'm absent minded doesn't mean
I have to find it
It's my pity party darling please
Don't act invited
I sip Bacardi just to pass the time when
It gets me started for the clash
Of titans just past my eyelids
I'm not a downer in the kill the party market
But, I swallowed all my pride and
Yet I'm still a starving artist
And still I'm finding parts of
All my silly life departures
Parts of darkness are so thrilling
But it's filling my apartment so please
For forgive me if I overstep my boundaries
I keep forgetting that there's no one
Left to count on me
At least I'm living on my own
And get a founder's fee
I'm out to see and drifting
Off that melatonin sound asleep
Wait up all alone just to dream away the time
Weight upon my collarbones don't seem
To pay no mind the day the world died I
Didn't even say goodbye
I left a love letter in a
Secret place to hide that said
I'd give concern but I'm
A disconcerted immature kid
Insecure when I am quickly searching for
A bridge to burn it
If I twist and turn until the
Blisters hurt it isn't worth it
If it's served with sense of urgency to
See me binge and purge it
I've lived and learned and learned to
Live to misinterpret nervous twitches
Pistons turning hurt to bliss
It's picture perfect
And since I've learned a circus
Trick of inadvertent perfect-pitch
To skim a surface worse than this
I'm in to get deserted, when I ask

On the day the world ends
A bee circles a clover
A fisherman mends a glimmering net
By the rainspout young sparrows are playing
And the snake is gold-skinned as
It should always be

On the day the world ends
Women walk through the fields
Under their umbrellas
A drunkard grows sleepy at the edge of a lawn
Vegetable peddlers shout in the street
And a yellow-sailed boat comes
Nearer the island
The voice of a violin lasts in the air
And leads into a starry night

I get less comfortable with each
Breath stomach full of regrets
Each step's becoming part of
Running as a reflex
Pretend tell me something that relives stress
Sleepless I'd rather suffocate my weakness
I'm David Cronenberg mixed with
David Lynch stir
David Berkowitz and a little David Fincher
They say I mince words that
Can paint a picture
Honest and true yes long live the new flesh
And I'm impatiently waiting to find
A day that needs saving
I say the things that can make me seem crazy
I chase my dreams like I
Chase my drinks daily
I fall asleep to my existential woes
And the questions with the answers
That'll never get exposed
I'm not too good with the mental episodes
But about as sharp as it can
Get with pen or pencils though
Evidence is shown in the sentimental prose
Posing pros and cons to poking
On this detrimental road
I chose to walk walk walk
On sediment and stone
Don't confuse my temperament as
Being reticent or cold just let me vent

And those who expected lightning and thunder
Are disappointed
And those who expected signs
And archangels' trumps
Will not believe it is happening now
As long as the sun and the moon are above
As long as the bumblebee visit's a rose
As long as rosy infants are born
No one believes it is happening now