Sadistik, Early Adopted - Teeth to Dust lyrics

I arrived not sure where I was
Been living in a fog and a buzz
Gotta’ come down at some point
That time was now
Prolonged realizing she ain’t around
And won’t be back didn’t wana’ face it
Or myself mirror disgraceful
Ain’t as easy to actually change
As it is to stand there and say it (look)
I got comfortable in a place
That don’t make me comfortable
And I stayed untiI I wore my welcome out
Didn’t knock my boots on the mat
When I came in the house and I’m out
Took myself out of the element
Destination was irrelevant anywhere but here
I just promised myself that I
Won’t go to hell again (look)
Now I hear clearer like my ears just popped
Ever since I hopped on a plane
And kissed my pops goodbye
Told me to work hard
Didn’t know what I was doing
But "good flight" salute
That same man told me sleep can wait
And being tired well, it ain’t a real thing
And when I take it
Into consideration and think
He’s right, don’t mean shit
In the grand scheme
Now I never I miss breakfast
Napkin tucked in my neck for when egg drips
Three drinks on me, etiquette
Coffee, the water, the oj, refreshments
(look) i learned how to tame the air
After running against it for all these years
How to untie knots and set sail
I ain’t stopping until I hit new sands
Had to learn the Bowline after
Giving up on the Windsor
Come to think of it
Never could tie that kind without the
Help of my father’s fingers
Think about destiny and the definition
Then I remembered a girl that once loved me
Told me, "You ain’t gonna’ get it, "
Unless you really want it
Then you ain’t gona’ see me in the ending!

Came in alone
When you realize same way that you gona’ go
Don’t think that saying’s been
True this whole time?
Who you think gona’ be there for you?
Who gona’ be there for you?
When all you have is yourself
Can’t depend on nobody else
Bite down on that smile
You see them teeth turn to dust?
Who you think gona’ be there for you?
Who gona’ be there for you?

Born alone die alone
Spine shivers like a vibraphone
Ants step into my ribosomes
Anne Sexton when she writes a poem
I roam (Rome) alone with the sharks
Loan sharks, holding my heart pull me apart
I can add up the atoms I'm sad, I'm a soul
Living solely to part a rose (rows)
Grows in the dark
Maybe it's fiction, I'm over that part
Pay me a visit, I'll take the prescription
I promise, make me your victim honest
I miss when I would swing for
Fun so free and callow
Now I'm Frida Khalo swinging from the gallows
Shiver me timbers
These are the frigid Decembers
The blizzards the winters
The winners of temperature drops
The bitter I've been in
The liver that spots, mineral loss
Their cinemas scripted, I've been here before
Having a curse with no visible cause
Since a consensus I've entered the storm
Cause’ that's what occurs when
Our chemicals cross
I'm up in arms, but not one to worship
Yea, some are serpents thousands
Steps to an undercurrent
A thousand deaths not one is current
Underserving, ugly person
Pretty poems, a diversion
Come to terms that I don't really know em’
I don't really owe em’ it's just a surface

Came in alone
When you realize same way that you gona’ go
Don’t think that saying’s been
True this whole time?
Who you think gona’ be there for you?
Who gona’ be there for you?
When all you have is yourself
Can’t depend on nobody else
Bite down on that smile
You see them teeth turn to dust?
Who you think gona’ be there for you?
Who gona’ be there for you?