Samantha Crain - Never Going Back lyrics

This horse that kicked me in the heart
Then asked me if i want another start or ride
He leaves me thirsty, leaves me dim
Im looking at a picture of him and his bride
Oh im never going back
Oh im never going back
The ending of ten thousand dreams
My soul has finally been set
Free from his cool eyes
I hide myself in softer storms
Crawl out of holes, become reborn
To my surprise oh im never going back
Oh im never goin back
Ive stayed afloat in quick sand
And now i have a place to
Stand and call my own