Sammy Adams - Letter to the Lost lyrics

I know I can't take one
More step towards you, cause all that's
Waiting is regret, and don't you know
Im not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I love the most

So, here's a story, of a boy sick with
Ambition, shit on since he was twelve
Put down- not a soul would listen
From ground zero transitioned headlining to
Some local spots -
Jumped on a train and coasted just
Coasted til he composed his thoughts
Last stop on the one way
Traincan't see the station
Sign, so stuck on the chore in hand
To think of what he left behind
As the rain whipped off his face
Unknown to the part of town
No clue that the biggest change in his
Life was bout to come around
And for his boys and his family
Made sure he held em down
Never cared bout travelling, touring
He always made em proud
No ones opinions or comments could EVER
Make him doubt or regret
The choices or promises coming out his mouth

I know I can't take one
More step towards you
Cause all that's waiting
Is your crys, and don't you know
Im not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I love the most

So he kept friends, that knew
Him before his alter ego
To help him read through the bullshit
That he'd have to see thru
But the endless studio time and
Photoshoots THEY became the evils
And pulled him further and further
Away from all his equals, but still
He balanced well

Even when the kid kid was outta town
Dreaming like he never gotta out bed
But still made sure his records sell
Still made sure that all the hit's
And with all the chicks he'd never dwell
Crazy how last years t-shirts
Turned into three
Piece suit's wit a black lapel
Presidential suites with homies screaming
What the hell?!
It was just yesterday they wondered
What theY future held
And the train he jumped on
With a backpack, hope, and a poem to tell
Back that dream that a dope like
He could do anything and everything
He told him self

I know I can't take one
More step towards you
Cause all that's waiting
Is your crys, and don't you know
Im not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I love the most

Yeah young sammy with a fantasy
Closed my eyes and took a path
No one else had seen
Livin a life I had before
Theres nothing left to see
Onto the world to explore and free to breathe

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the
Lights in my eyes