Sandman - Dreams lyrics

I, I been feeling so desensitised
To feeling these emotions
I try to never hold them
I gave away all my soul
Thinking that you would hold
Should’ve had better judgement
Held something back you see I love too easy
& think after too much
Move away from all the noise, get out the mud
So just remember I was down for you
Down for you
Wanted to build a life with you
Life with you now all I got is the scars
To just hold on to
All the trust that we done built, collapsed
Fell right through
& I know, I know that I could’ve been better
So in my thoughts, I don’t see
What’s in front of me, no

Imma have to cry mysеlf to sleep
Another time just to see you in my dreams
Fictious visions of thе perfect you
Don’t do yourself no harm
& you’ve been tryna hide
The truth from everyone
I know where your heart lies
You know that you cannot love him if
You still thinking of me

I see your eyes staring through
The light is gone
The thing you said you won’t lose
I was in the dark & distant from you
I just can’t pick & choose
My feelings for you
Lie & say you feel it again
Cover up the truth with the sex
We’ll regret it later, I know where you been
& I know, know, know, know
Know, know, know, know, know
That you do not feel him
Wondering what I’m going through
No I ain’t catching feelings
Wasted too much time giving my
Heart to those not willing
Tryna see the vision
Past the emptiness of living
Yeah, fuck denying all the tension
She say that she hate but
My thoughts she keeps repeating
Gliding over beats
So seamlessly with the precision
They say they don’t rate me
But rebirth they all be streaming

Imma have to cry myself to sleep
Another time just to see you in my dreams
Fictious visions of the perfect you
Don’t do yourself no harm
& you’ve been tryna hide
The truth from everyone
I know where your heart lies
You know that you cannot love him if
You still thinking of me