Sasha - Paralyzed lyrics

I used to laugh, I used to cry
I used to do everything I wanted to
I don't know when, I don't know why
But somewhere I must have lost
That guy I knew with a drink or two
Any bad excuse would do

I would like to quit my job
Take a trip around the world
I would like to live for love
But I'm scared of being hurt
I would do so many things if
I just could break the ice
But, I'm paralyzed
Where will I be in twenty years
If I cannot change, I just don't wanna know
The days go by, I don't know why
But, it's kinda hard to rearrange your life
When your fear's your gloom
Any bad excuse will do

I would like to dive for pearls
But the water's way too deep
I would like to live my dream
But I cannot even sleep
I would like to taste the
Rain somewhere close to Paradise
But, I'm paralyzed

I would like to play guitar
But it's always out of tune
I would like to write a song
But I cannot find a rhyme
I would do so many things I
Just have to break the ice
But, I'm paralyzed

I used to laugh, I used to cry
I don't know when, I don't know why
Where will I be in twenty years
I don't know, I don't know