Save Face - A Song For Your Futile Heart lyrics

Fixing a home with prescription parts
An internalized fear that was taken to heart
Thinking, "How did I get here?"
As we're forging through fields
Full of futile hearts
Not quite broken if they never
Worked from the start

Tell me, how did I get here?
Tell me, why am I here?
Well, living's not so easy when
You're dying to forget
Well, I'll tell you right now, nice and loud

When you're buried in hell
And there's nowhere
Else for you to go now
Bitter 'til the end
You can wake me when I'm dead
When you know you're good as gone
I'll be your dying breath
What you lost in a father
You found much worse
In a cancer that reeks of American failure

How did I get here?
Now your savior is here
But they can't do much
When a family's the only
Thing you ever wanted
How did I get here?
Tell me, why the hell am I here?
Turns out that dying's not so easy
When you're living with regret
I'll abandon this shell
It's a cell, can't you tell?
When you're buried in hell
And there's nowhere
Else for you to go now
Bitter 'til the end
You can wake me when I'm dead
When you know you're good as gone
I'll be your dying breath