Say Anything - I Used to Have a Heart lyrics

I used to have a heart worth a billion bucks
Now it's shitty, shoddy, cheap
Sell it in my sleep for the fakes to eat
While they kiss my ass and
Tell me what I need
Sex fiends with a vacant dream
A tattoo of a soul and the words you said
Still ringing in my head
Wonder where the love they stole is hiding

All I want to do is be mended by you
I don't want to be confused
I just want to find you
All I want to kill is that which keeps me ill
Underwhelmed and unfulfilled

They're in denial of the knowledge
That they're living in a lame excuse
In denial of the fat they're fed
It's like they're gorging on the truth
It's not alright with me
The love I lack i need, I want you back
It's not alright with me
The circle torn apart, I used to have a heart
I used to have a heart

I used to know a girl with the deepest trust
That a man could ever know
I broke her neck with the lack of respect
That I learned as an embryo on the west coast
Where the dead paint Hollywood red
The facade is well-fed with the
Blood of the Capulets
Spread like jelly on bread marking
The doors of the first-borns
Weaned from birth on meds

All I want to say is this could be okay
I don't want to be a slave
I just want to spend my days
Wandering through the haze
Your voice to lead the way
I can finally go and say, hey

In denial of the knowledge that
I was living in an empty file
In denial of what you are to me
My heart, my love, my guide
It's not alright with me
The love I lack i need, I want you back
It's not alright with me
The circle torn apart, I used to have a heart

There you are in front of me
Luminescent as you used to be
Just sing the saddest song for me
Revive me, revive me yeah
Oh come on, come on, yeah

I used to have a heart