Say Anything - This Is F***ing Ecstasy lyrics

I'm sprinting yet I stride
My satchel filled with files
The secrets of the tribe
The cameras follow me for miles

Born a slave in 1984
I discovered that my life is
Just a record they performed
A maze where I was placed
Tell me what you think of this one
Tell me what you think of this one

'Cause now I've sold you out
(Erase me, erase me I'm done)
Now that there's no doubt
(My feet find the freeway, I run)
Now I've called you out
Now I've sold you out

They strapped me to the roof
And cut right through me
Diggin' through my wounds
I watched them helplessly and choke
Where are my pills, where is my former lover?
I've been betrayed by everyone I know
Don't blow my feeble cover

So tell me what you think of this one
Tell me what you think of this gun

Now I've sold you out
(erase me, erase me I'm done)
Now that there's no doubt
(My feet find the freeway, I run)
Now I've called you out
Now I've sold you out

'Cause the truth is this:
I finally know what they
Conceived so long ago
A baby rat for them to test
The poison's on a rubber breast
For me to learn dependence
On the shackles here but now they're gone
This place I live in hyper speed

I shall not live I shall not breathe again

This is fuckin' ecstasy
This is fuckin' leprosy
It's like they're fuckin' testin' me
This is fuckin' ecstasy