Scum, convolk - ​I don’t know how to love lyrics

Noah: "We're back to that? Are
We back there? What about
The past couple of days?
They happened you know"
Allie: "I know they happened
And they were wonderful but they
Were also very irresponsible"
(Noah gets up angrily
Overturning a chair) "I have a fiancé
Waiting for me at a hotel
Whose gonna be crushed when he
Finds out what I did"
Noah: "So you make love to me
And then you go back to your husband? Is that
Your plan? Was that a test I didn't pass?"
Allie: "No! I made a promise to a man he gave
Me a ring and I gave him my word"
Noah: "And your word is shot to hell now
Don't ya think?"
Allie: "I don't know-I don't know i'll find
Out when I talk to him"
Noah: "This is not about
Keeping your promise
And it's not about following your
Heart it's about security"
Allie: "What is that suppose to mean?"
Noah: "Money!" allie: "What are you talki-"
Noah: "Now I hate you, you smug bastard!"
Allie: "Well I hate you if you leave here
I hate you"

I don't believe that you can love me
I believe that I'm ugly
I believe that everything I love
Leaves me in the end
'Cause I tried to steal you
I tried to keep you
But you ran away cause I got scared and oh
And I don't know how to talk to you
I don't know how to follow through
'Cause I just doubt myself in everything I do
I don't know how to love

Thinking 'bout you, dreaming of you
Everyday since you said you hate me
I can't breathe now, I wanna leave now
Always and forever my bed is a mess, ayy
My head is a wreck, ayy
Telling you that I don't know
What I been through
I'm sick of all your disrespect, ayy
I'm, I'm, I'm gone now, so long now
I want it the hard way

Noah: "But don't you take the easy way out"
Allie: "What easy way? There is no easy
Way! No matter what I do
Somebody gets hurt!"
Noah: "Would you stop thinking about
What everyone else wants?
Stop thinking about what I
Want, what he wants
What your parents want what do you want?"
Allie: "it's not that simple-"
Noah: "What do you want? Goddammit
What do you want?" allie: "i have to go"