Self-Provoked - Dear Vida lyrics
[Self-Provoked - Dear Vida lyrics]
I'll write you a love song
That could only have, been written just
For you and I’d give you all day
Just to let you decide
If all that I'm saying is true
I want to write you a love song
But, it's not a good one to say I
First, I first had thirst to know you
But now I'm hurt from the months when I was
Stuck inside of being
To witness what the fuck I am seeing
(What the fuck?) all the lies that you held
Had me fucked up in
My head and fucked it up for the rest
(for the rest)
I use to dream about our future, I
Could be using my time more wise
But don't accuse her
Cause she ain't doing nothing wrong
Following my tips and be
Following from every song
See this concentrated like hash
I love my life but this bullshit I been
Threw from now at out my past
And see there's more to come
I see stress, I don't wanna turn to a gun
To blow my brains out never
Not the coward type I rather
Go out more clever (yeah, yeah, yeah
I wanna dedicate this whole song to you
Gotta dedicate this song to you and you
Gotta dedicate this song to you and you
Gotta dedicate this song to you and you
This for my life yo' I thought you knew
I've had pretty bad anxiety for a while now
And it feels like there's no falling out
Of this trance of this hole
Can't go nowhere without
Feeling uncomfortable
They tell me ‘cause I'm always high
But weed don't bring me paranoia
Trust me, I ain't abouta' lie
I even stop smoking ‘cause I got convinced
But felt the same shit and the bud I miss
Found out the things that altered my
Mood such as my main
Adrenaline through this food did nothing
But fuck up my views (fuck up my views)
Plus the stress I chose to bring on my own
Got me withdrawing from antidepressants alone
At home
So I light up my joint and close my eyes
Then saw for those moment of love
It’s all for my life (yeah, yeah)
And the agony of brainwashing lies
I had to do it ‘til the day I demise
Guaranteed I gave it full strife
I gave it all my (gave it all my)
Gotta dedicate this song to you (You)
(You, You, You, You)
(You)
I'll write you a love song
That could only have been written
Just for you and I’d give you all day
To just let you decide
If all that I'm saying is true
I want to write you a love song
Can I write you a love song
I wanna write you a love song
Can I write you a love song