Sendflowrs, VRXN - Fadeaway lyrics

Everyone thinks im this loveless monster

You left oh so suddenly
I know i couldn't leave
Spring leaves falling from the trees
Oh please
I thought this was forever, forever
But i guess

Guess ill fadeaway
Im not used to all this pain not okay today
Im going insane guess ill fadeaway
I might blow my brains
Just to numb this pain
Just to numb this pain

I can't remember what you said to me
Minds blank thinking bout what we used to be
Now i just can't believe what i see
You built me up just to leave

Was it all my fault what was the cause
I can fix this don't leave mе lone
You don't know what ive been through
Its all broke i don't what to do
Guеss ill fadeaway
Im not used to all this pain not okay today
Im going insane guess ill fadeaway
I might blow my brains
Just to numb this pain
Just to numb this pain

I don't wanna hear your words your a liar
And it's always been cold but your fire
I think ill take another perc

Said im done now you won
I don't wanna go back too many slumbers
This codeine purple heart
Never felt safer in your arms (arms)
Ive been tryna find the one
Lately i don't give a fuck

Think i need to cut it off off off
Think i need to cut it off off off
Think i need to cut it off off off
Think i need to cut it off off off
Think i need to cut it off
Guess ill fadeaway
Im not used to all this pain not okay today
Im going insane guess ill fadeaway
I might blow my brains
Just to numb this pain
Just to numb this pain

Guess ill fadeaway
Im not used to all this pain not okay today
Im going insane guess ill fadeaway
I might blow my brains
Just to numb this pain
Just to numb this pain