Sendflowrs - ‎maybe its not that bad lyrics

Tell me baby, does he write you songs?
Blood all on my pillow
When I wake up shit is wrong
I been takin' 30’s, got me itchin'
I can't stop every time I think I got a
Hit it start to flop i wish that I never saw
Those numbers from the start
Try not to let it bug me but I can’t lie
It hurt my heart i spill my soul on the mic
And go smoke a dart shoutout to big veins
We just alike in that regard

Everybody write 'bout doin' drugs, it's okay
But you ain't ever threw up in your sleep
It burn your lungs i been sippin' lean for 4
Days, babe I'm havin' fun, ay
Feel my heart beatin’ in my chest
I’m dying young and words are powerful
They'll kill you like a gun
Watch the shit you speak ’cause
Your whole life it becomes
People love to talk their shit but
Watch 'em when I run
When I fly to USA, I'm landin' with a punch

I got GERD regurgitation
Might pop a 40 and float away and
Can’t stand you phonies so go away, yea
Got good friends 'round me
But they won't stay, yea
And I'm used to that always been the same
Since a small boy I been
Always filled with hate but I love my momma
And I love my dad and I'm thankful daily
For the shit I have maybe life is okay
Maybe it's not that bad
I got someone who loves me
Can't argue with that

And I still wear a hoodie even when it's hot
Pull it over my face so you can't see me rot
Baby take your hood down
Girl I'm self-conscious
Everybody talkin' money
Don't know what a job is

I guess this is what they call a r- release
I just love you all so much
That I can't even speak
I feel fuckin' worthless
But you're all helping me
This one for the SoundCloud i'ma go to sleep