Senses Fail - Carry the Weight lyrics
[Senses Fail - Carry the Weight lyrics]
Not in a distant god
There's a love I found in me
I’d rather be awake and in pain than asleep
Singing as if no one can hear
Takes more courage than you think
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I was scared enough to lie
And say that I’m okay
When inside I was dying
So confused, so alone, so afraid
I hope you never know what it’s like
To hide a piece of yourself inside
Or to be so fucking ashamed you’d
Rather kill yourself than be alive
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I'm still scared but I’ve got courage to be
More vulnerable and one day free
Now my heart isn’t covered in concrete
I breathe, I breathe
No longer scared of the vulnerability
No longer scared of the person that I see