Senses Fail - Early Graves lyrics

I call to question, the things in question
I think I think too much, I think I'm sure
That that's a problem and that's a reason
Why I always fucking shut the door
On everyone I have ever loved before
I'm willing to just shut myself down
And let the good things go
Right under my door
I finally found a reason I can
Open up to something more

Cause, I was always taking the
Salt from the sea
To water down the soil that's soaking deep
I was suffocating something inside of me
When it just needed to breathe
I would never dare call myself brave
I have made a choice to walk my own way
I would rather than choose to
Stumble the roads unpaved
Heading to an early grave

But, if I question, all this in questions
Will that just take me back
To where I came from?
Cause, I don't want to ever
Feel that way again, that way again
Cause all that I got was a dead end heart
Desperately conserving
Searching roads in the dark
For a spark to help me hit restart
Cause everything I do will come
Back to me times two
This is the first time that I've
Got something I don't wanna lose

I feel like I have finally found the balance
To rebound
And the waves in the sound they surround me
Like a net to catch me in the act
In the case and event that the
Present presents challenges over my head