Senses Fail - First Breath, Last Breath lyrics

I watched you bleed out
I watched your lungs cave
I saw that worst thing that I've ever seen
As I watched you slip away from me
And our daughter's first breath is the
Last one you will ever take
And I don't think I can make it on my own

Remember they said you'd have
To sacrifice I know
But, I was not prepared to watch
The life drain from your soul
I have never felt so crushed
The sadness buried in my bones
How the hell am I supposed to
Raise a daughter on my own
I turn to stone when I look in your eyes
I lost the only reason that I'm alive
I don't know if any words will do (will do)
All that I know is I'm so in love with you

There was nothing that they could do
After three days of labor it's
A miracle that anyone survived
I'm alive, but I'm dead inside
And I'm supposed to raise a
Child with a smile now

I used to wonder why people
Put bullets in their brains
Now it seems like the only
Way to stop this pain
How the fuck am I supposed
To wake up every day
And pretend that I love her as
Much as I miss your face

I turn to stone when I look in your eyes
I lost the only reason that I'm alive
I don't know if any words will do (will do)
All that I know is I'm so in love with you

I watched you bleed out
I watched your lungs cave
I watched you slip away from me
And I don't think that I'll ever be okay