Senses Fail - The Fire Sermon lyrics

Today is the anniversary of the day
That you should have been born
Nobody ever taught me healthy habit's
Or how to mourn
Standing by the ocean I have
Waited with your ashes scattering
I'm throwing salt into the sea
The burden of your death like
A boulder on my chest
A wet blanket keeping just warm enough
To stay alive but still suffering

Emptiness is all I can feel
There's nothing in this world
That feels real
I cannot stop obsessive thoughts fixated
On what I have lost
How will I ever learn to heal?
The birds still sing the cemеtery
And the flowers still bloom
How do I bury somеone that
I never got to know
I will circle myself in salt and incense
To preserve this sense of fleeting innocence
I just want my mental health
To be my greatest wealth
I don't ever want to be this low again

Emptiness is all I can feel
There's nothing in this world
That feels real
I cannot stop obsessive thoughts fixated
On what I have lost
How will I ever learn to heal?

I try so hard to not be aware
That everyone I love can disappear
I hear footsteps in the night
I swear I see your face
I clutch the clothes that we bought
For you that you'll never wear

Emptiness is all I can feel
There's nothing in this world
That feels real
I cannot stop obsessive thoughts fixated
On what I have lost
How will I ever learn to heal?

Emptiness is all I can feel
There's nothing in this world
That feels real
I cannot stop obsessive thoughts fixated
On what I have lost
How will I ever learn to heal?