Sepultura - Septic Schizo lyrics

At the time of my last pain
I scream, so I can run away
What I see in front of me
Is only the reflection of my insanity

Throwing me to the present
Alone almost, is despair
My head throws it'self against the wall
Making my blood flow free of me

To be born again, it'll be a sad destiny
To seek death when it's inside of myself
I throw up trying to put it out
I try to sleep sitting on the cold ground

Reminders from the past
Repulsion of the present fear of the future
Septic schizo

Reminders from the past
Repulsion of the present fear of the future
Septic schizo

Reminders from the past
Repulsion of the present fear of the future
Septic schizo

Stained by blood on the face
I see that my life goes by in front of me
As an old movie
I feel not proud of anything I've done
I scorn myself with anguish

My nerves are blowing
Inside of me my skin burns
I sink my toes on the ground i wanna quit
But I don't wanna enter another place

I'm marked and wounded
The decaying of my thoughts
The rotten smell on my skin
The cold body, thrown and forgotten
I can see the things
But I'm blinded to the world