Sewerperson, Xelfiy - All Behind Me lyrics

Go back to bed
I swear I can't get out of this fucking head
Every single night I just swim in this sweat

I swear you're overthinking
Just go back to bed
I swear I can't get out of this fucking head
Every single night I just swim in this sweat
Swear to God, I don't know where I went
Swear to God, I just know what I was saying
(I was saying) on my squad, on my momma
I'm just tryna pay the rent
Got my fears and my tears all mixed up
And I put it on my life that I won't give up
And I promised to my pops
That I'd only share love
And I promised to my brodies
That I'll never grow up
Life gets hard when you want shit quick
Seen my brodies get caught up in them licks
Yеah
Seen my brodies get caught up in them tricks
(Yеah)
I need more than money in these cliques
(yeah) why is everybody looking for
The same damn fix (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Yeah, she's your girl if
You're ready to wreck
But, baby I don't live my life off of a guess
Lately mostly I just been living
Off of the gas baby take me on my word
I think I'm dying here

Baby take me on my word
I think I'm dying here
Oh, my vision in a blur
I swear I hate it here
I don't think I can hold it in another year
And they faces on my conscious
I watch them reappear (Oh)
Baby, when you left me I was broken
Bullets hit my body in the open
The blood in my shoes start to pool up quick
Since the ground in the north so frozen
And I think last night I saw an omen
But it was only with me for a moment
I been marked by the path that I've chosen
It taught me keep on push when I'm broken
Fate never wait's for the soul to come around
Deep in her face, you can see she gets it now
I cannot feel, I cannot taste
Spewing out deep green toxic waste
It's bright, watch it all burn
The things I seen shoulda' made me squirm
But I'm too far gone
You could never handle the shit that I'm on
It feels so right to be done so wrong
The days too short, but the nights too long
Deep brush in the dark, scratching up my arms

I swear I'm just too nice to be that guy
Lust ain't nothing let you drip that dry
Hella stormy outside
Yeah, help me look for them blue skies
Yeah, glass Jack bottle
But the fifths bone dry
And I told you there's only a couple
Things that let me sleep at night
I don't know why you think that I lie

Yo we went crazy on this one, man