Sewerperson - Heaven sent lyrics

Late at night in this hotel
I been missin' you
Now you fuck on me and tell
Me I gave life to you
It's ironic 'cause I'm dead, without you
We broke up and I can't help but miss you

I'm a soldier and I'm disposable
But I can't help but feel these emotions
And I will love you until the end of time
I'm heaving
How the fuck did I meet someone so divine?
I know my body doesn't work
But I swear I try
All this zoloft in my system
I can't sleep at night
Plus this alcohol, plus these drugs I take
I wish I could be the one
To hold you where you crave but I can't tho
I'm an addict
I wish god had told me to take it slow
Maybe they did but, I get the memo
I ignored it while I pass out in this rental
Watch me die slow
You ain't seen this side of me
But frankly no one has
I'm with Eric in this call
He my fuckin' brah
I make songs about my mental
And I pray it slaps
That's what fuels me to go on
Without it I collapse

Talk is worth nothing with love evolved
And I fucked up and I regret it and I know
You've moved on but I'm fucked up
And you're not and I'm
So overjoyed about that

I got plenty heart but not enough soul
Got plenty bitches on me
Could never come close
But really I'm just a fake, I'm an asshole
So I beatup on myself, for I have done wrong
Then we fight and decay
And I've thought about it and I'm to blame
And I've lived a little then I break
And I've hurt myself and I'm ashamed

Talk is worth nothing with love evolved
And I fucked up and I regret it and I know
You've moved on but I'm fucked up
And you're not and I'm
So overjoyed about that