Sewerperson - myth lyrics

Really I'm amazed, really I'm amazed
I spent my whole life inside this cold state
Now I change pace
We both know you never said the same

New friends turn to old friends to new hate
And old friends either close
Friends or good fakes
I scrub my brain with a
Toothbrush to purge hate
If you ain't with me
You against me or you two faced
In this life, I could go one of only two ways
Old names on my tongue would
Leave a bad taste
Old names in my phone carry that heavy weight
Old names in phone keep getting erased
Oh, you love me but you hate me
I'm like true say
Guess you buddy up at night
And leave a new day
I move miles in my mind without a suitcase
Apartment walls with cigarette smell
And white paste this life is fast
You might just miss it if you look away
I feel I'm driving past a scene
That’s in a foot race
I know they recognize me but we
Don’t see the same face
I been eating every day but
I ain't gain weight

Oh, you think I'm dead and gone? well
That’s a myth
I have shaky hands but I have never missed
I spent my whole life just working up to this
If you think you'll rob me of it think again
If you think you'll rob me of it think again
I'd knock down the door if
They don’t let me in
I know you thought I'd take an
L but this my second wind

I'm going way too hard every night
Drank in my cup double up get ice
I could see in a room with no lights
Fire in his heart make it turn to ice
This shit hitting hard like it always does
Told me I'm on top but I always was
You ain't got the strength to carry on
Guess you made a home in the mud
Yeah, I'm too lit now
You shoulda never dug me up
And you ain't on shit now
Truth be told, you never really was

Oh, you think I'm dead and gone? well
That’s a myth
I have shaky hands but I have never missed
I spent my whole life just working up to this
If you think you'll rob me of it think again
If you think you'll rob me of it think again
I'd knock down the door if
They don’t let me in
I know you thought I'd take an
L but this my second wind