Sewerperson - ​april lyrics

What if I gave you my heart? Would you
Take it and rip it apart? Could you
Ever see me the same way
That you see yourself?
And it's okay if you hate me
'cause I do as well

I can't wait 'til tomorrow when this
Horse shit starts to move along
Brittle bones start to slicе away and
They dissipate this October fog
I could see it in hеr eyeballs
She can't love me when it's him involved
And I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
Time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
And my hands chopped off, but I won't let go
Though I'm tired of holding on this
Long and still being ignored
Baby, life doesn't change just because
You want it to don't go down the stairs
We keep our secrets in the cellar room
And I could explain but nobody
Ever wants me to
Too much in my brain with nobody
Else to tell it to

And I can't remember the last
Time we got along
You're so November and I'm more or less April
Dust builds up inside of me
So these melodies wear a heavy coat
Tell me how it feels laying on
Him while I sit here alone