Sewerperson - ‌better_off_nUmb lyrics

Just holidays and barely those holidays
Our good terms are not immune to decay
(You're not sad again, are you, splashgvng?)
I tried but I'm still away
And you've been fucking his brains out
Don't look at me as if there
Was a sorry to say i would care but

I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb, I been better off
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb, I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes from
Some shit I shoulda never saw
I don't need a lifeline
I don't need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

I've never met someone so
Geared on my failure, good job
At least I squeezed some meaning
Into your shitty life, huh?
When I die an early death
I hope that you can cope
When the hatred in your heart is
Now evicted with my pulse break the home
Break my bones and see my soul snapped too
I'm alone most the time
You're not restricting anything new
I like getting scary, you know that I do
I know you're tryna be a boss, good for you
What the fuck they turn me down for?
I am never going out more
But I guess he wasn't a regular guy
I hope that you choke on your vomit and die
My messages AIDS, I do not open them
I'm high as fuck from this bud
It's like opium i don't wanna live to get by
You're literally here once and
It's over after that, you fucking idiot
Do what you want, you're done after this
You fucking dumbass, you suck
I fucking hate you

I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb, I been better off
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb, I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes from
Some shit I shoulda never saw
I don't need a lifeline
I don't need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

I'm torn apart and I'm dirty
If it's like this, fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby, I'm sorry, I'm fucked
I can't talk right now
She lies, she just loves him to death
I don't compare to that hex
I suck the tit's off her chest
Time wait's for nobody
Crossed lines become common knowledge
Bullshit, you were with
Friends? That's bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view

Yeah, I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb, I been better off
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb, I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes from
Some shit I shoulda never saw
I don't need a lifeline
I don't need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off