Sewerperson - ​delusional lyrics

Take me back to my initiation
I don't really wanna talk about it
I had never had enough patience
I don't really wanna wait awhile
Though I feel better now
Life stops when you're not around

Devil inside my veins, maybe
It's in the strain, yeah
Blowing on Bloody Mary
Waiting here for the bang
Bones inside my mind, rob my vision
Make it change
Lately, I barely recognize your face
Oh, I'll light the torch but
I won't lead the way this a journey
You will have to be the one to face
Still, she look at me like it's my fault
I think she's delusional

Apple in my Ciroq, I am not who you thought
I am much worse than I should've been
Pulling me by the hair, she is on top my back
I had never thought you would devolve to that
I put my hand on the top my heart
Baby, wherever you are, I ain't far
Cookie and cheese and my hand getting sparked
Roll up the window, let's smoke in the car
Tats on my chest and on both of my arms
This shit too deadly, I'm blowing on sars
All of my fingers, they covered in tar
Res' on the front of my shirt, on the shark
I just hope you could see what I mean
Three gram blunt in the
Garage leave a smokescreen
I don't care 'cause I'm barely here, I swear
Kush in the air, medicate my mind, I swear

Devil inside my veins, maybe
It's in the strain, yeah
Blowing on Bloody Mary
Waiting here for the bang
Bones inside my mind, rob my vision
Make it change
Lately, I barely recognize your face
Oh, I'll light the torch but
I won't lead the way this a journey
You will have to be the one to face
Still, she look at me like it's my fault
I think she's delusional

Blade in my shirt, knife in my shirt
If we had beef, I'd get you first
Look at my friend over there in the hood
He finna treat you like you was the worst
I'm double stuffing my papers with purp
Look how it burn, Amiri my jeans
Ferri my waist with the Ralph on my piece
I am a come up
I'm finally feeling myself and I flex how I
Want all despite how I was brought up
I duck and finesse and I bob and I weave
'til I get me some shit that I wanna
I am not much of a talker
I blew up and got me some stalkers
I hear my phone going off but I rarely'll
Grab for that shit 'cause it's not her

Take me back to my initiation
I don't really wanna talk about it
I had never had enough patience
I don't really wanna wait awhile
Though I feel better now
Life stops when you're not around

Devil inside my veins, maybe
It's in the strain, yeah
Blowing on Bloody Mary
Waiting here for the bang
Bones inside my mind, rob my vision
Make it change
Lately, I barely recognize your face
Oh, I'll light the torch but
I won't lead the way this a journey
You will have to be the one to face
Still, she look at me like it's my fault
I think she's delusional