Sewerperson - ​dirty soul lyrics

I guess we all feel the same way
Even though you'd never tell me
What you really meant
She said 'I really thought I loved you
What a past tense'
I mean I'm tryna understand but it
Don't make sense to me, no
Tell me I'm fucked cause I
Can't do it for myself
In this state of mind
I'm beserked from my own health
In this state of time, I'm 23
I think it's old enough
Too late, hold the pain in grain
I think it's part of growing up

Tossing and turning in my own bed
My cold hands on my own skin
I'm frozen, but my old soul, I pray to god
But I can't save my dirty soul
RIP me, I gave my old stealings
Not enough to make me all honest
Ever spent has really brought me nothing

Uh, I toss and turn and I never get my rest
That I still deserve
Oh, how hard I work but, still my words
Come to me natural like it's breath, uh

I guess we all feel the same way
Even though you'd never tell me
What you really meant
She said 'I really thought I loved you
What a past tense'
I mean I'm tryna understand but it
Don't make sense to me, no
Tell me I'm fucked cause I
Can't do it for myself
In this state of mind
I'm beserked from my own health
In this state of time, I'm 23
I think it's old enough
Too late, hold the pain in grain
I think it's part of growing up