Sewerperson - ‌im trying to eat healthy lyrics

I had bought me a step counter
I might as well move around more
I got a habit of always getting in the way
And I'm just tryna be me better
But being me even less appealing
When you stuck with him for
The whole entire day (boyfifty)
And yet we make it work

It feels like we're losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight?
I hope we arrive by the night, we could try
But from the boat I see the same blue line
Therе’s a message in this
Bottle I'm tryna find
But I swеar it's at the bottom every time
There's symbols in this text she just
Had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

Look at the waves fly up onto the promenade
Day by day, uh huh, I cannot read my fate
Nuh uh i came here to get fucked up
I am not here to save ya
She told me the same
Some things never change
I don’t even know myself, I
Don’t expect you too, i swear
Please don’t dig no deeper in me
Somethings under there
If you could see my face right now
I know you’d pretend to care
Did you believe my enemies when telling
You I was scared to come?
Right before the pre I felt my body numb
I'm melting it feel my skin
Is in the desert sun i'm blowing on meteor
When I met you it felt like I was dead before

It feels like we're losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight?
I hope we arrive by the night, we could try
But from the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this
Bottle I'm tryna find
But I swear it's at the bottom every time
There's symbols in this text she just
Had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight