Sewerperson - ​make believe lyrics

Nevr you were sittin

You were sitting next to
Me with ash-blond hair and it's distant
But I know the feeling's still there
And I'm sick of fucking filtering
 I barely breathe air when it's lights out
But I know the fear is still there
I kept a quarter on the
Centerpiece for you to de-stress
Three in the morning before sunset
You know everything is make believe
Inside of your chest
I got pieces I lost I can never get back

Swim through the dark and I
Made it right back nights on the porch
Smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th, I could never change that
Cough sounding hoarse
Felt my lungs turn black turn from the door
Stepping on the fall leaves
Everything's forever if you
Make yourself believe
From the bong huolon, blowing out a blueberry
Every time I'm too gone
It seems you're always calling me
Come slow down, it's alright now
Silent sounds, my baby, quiet down
I told you, it's alright now
Shame it broke down, you can't hide now
Tall, green grass, I need to lie down
Days that stretch on past sundown
Off of my chest, I can't find out
If what we promised would still apply now

Would it still apply now
What's wrong with me what's wrong with me
Would it still apply now, baby?
Would it still apply now, baby?

You were sitting next to
Me with ash-blond hair and it's distant
But I know the feeling's still there
And I'm sick of fucking filtering
I barely breathe air when it's lights out
But I know the fear is still there
I kept a quarter on the
Centerpiece for you to de-stress
Three in the morning before sunset
You know everything is make believe
Inside of your chest
I got pieces I lost I can never get back