Sewerperson - ​risks and regrets lyrics

Rest for the weak while
The strong hold ground
I pray you forget what you're worrying about
Everything I had been taught so far in
This world just brought me scars
People don't know what you go through 'til
You in the ground or recovery wards

Oh, we all felt the pain (Felt)
And I keep taking these shots
But I'm just getting grazed (Grazed)
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take? (I can't)
I can't really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come
Around and I'm not that patient

Mama, I feel like I made it
But, mama, I think I'm dying (Dead)
My tears burn hard in my eyes 'cause liquor
Fall out of them when I'm crying
Maybe inside I'm angry
Maybe inside I'm trying
Suffering just like reading
It's way more easy to do it in silence
Misery needs some company and
I heard she's hiring
And I believe that the being I
Wanna be don't fit my environment
And I would die a martyr for
My cause instead of folding
I heard the devil wears Prada but
Really I dress in thrifted clothing
I called upon my faith but I think
My prayer was left on holding
Still, I hold hope in this light and this
Warmth even though my soul is frozen now
I put my heart into people and
They leave it broken now
I'm off this Henny and Coke
And I'm getting emotional
I get the shakes and I'm sweating
I'm waking up soaking now
I feel like people gon' trade you
For less than a quarter now, i swear
I take a shower to ground me and bleed
Out the dye in my orange hair
But everyone that's someone had some
Shit to go through
Then once you felt the strength inside
There's nothing you can't do

Oh, we all felt the pain (Felt it)
And I keep taking these shots (Taking shots)
But I'm just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks (Blanks)
How much more can I take? (yeah)
I can't really say (I don't)
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come
Around and I'm not that patient