Sewerperson, Lil ahay - ​suffering lyrics

Athan Kaz beats

Don't hold your blade to my neck
Hold me hostage instead
I can’t render the pain
I think my life is a stain
Put the gun to my head
Leave me to die in my bed
Must be something I said
Why are you stuck in my head?
Violence and crime
I'm pretty sure I wanna die tonight
Privacy I try to give
But I'm the one that’s suffering
I swear I've had enough of it

Alright, alright, alright, yeah
Bae, I'm faded
Where you at? I couldn't find you
Blood in my eyes, when I cry, yеah
I stepped out my window, just to fly
I couldn't believe my eyes
I wake up inside a sweat
Just right before I die
I could deal with phases
But it happens every night
I'm so sick and tired of yelling
I don't wanna fight
Bae, I'll take my chances with these
Omens just to make it right

Don’t hold your blade to my neck
Hold me hostage instead
I can’t render the pain
I think my life is a stain
Put the gun to my head
Leave me to die in my bed
Must be something I said
Why are you stuck in my head?
Violence and crime
I'm pretty sure I wanna die tonight
Privacy I try to give
But I’m the one that's suffering
I swear I've had enough of it