Sharon Van Etten - Holding Out lyrics

I was floored by your humble
Outlook on the world around you
Ooh, and all you are
I was floored by the way
You take me seriously even when I'm joking

Damn, damn, damn, damn
I'm not tired and I'm tired
Of not calling out
On the street I was holding out holding out
Across the table, I was holding out
Trying to find a lover like that, holding out
Like the wind I was holding out
Staying still
Hoping no one else would see me
Hoping calm replacing silent's trying palms

Do I need a reason to hold you now?
'Cause, I'd hold you now
Yeah, I would hold you now
One night and all I need is one more day
Holding out for something that feels okay

And the right thing to do is wait
Holding out holding out
Holding out for you

I am strange
Believed in fairy tales at a young age
Circumstance, now I kick myself in the pants
And then you came to me in a far away way
And I'm bringing you something I
Want you to have it's the biggest part of my
Heart that I still got hoping arms

Know I'll be holding out i'll be holding out
Holding out i'll be holding out
Holding out holding out
Holding out for you