Shearwater - Ambiguity lyrics

How much love can a boy contain in here?
How many contradictions can a
Girl possess up there?
These questions are too ambiguous try
To narrow down your search
Some things i know, it's hard
It's easy to forget where you came from
If there's no question of your returning
Such selfishnesses trivialise any
Tenderness as
The coffee commands the torture
Of my bowels, pronouncing every word
With a rigid insensitivity
Plus i struggle with the
Nightshade in my blood
I really shouldn't say it
But i just love what the water does