Shinigami - blunt smoke in the club lyrics

You said I'm not the one you
Think about in your bed
It's hard to find a reason to
Give out these second chances
Always leaving empty handed
And if I cross your mind at all
Would you give me a sign
Cause I've been faded all night in
The club with the strobe lights
And if it's not meant to be
I guess it's alright with me
Just move along to the beat
One day you'll see

You're all that I want
Now you're dying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to just breathe
You're in heaven

Now I said fuck that
Nightmares in my head of
Everyone around me dying
I been holding on to everything
I swear I'm trying
Always t talk about my problems
Maybe they think that I'm lying
They think I'm lying

Say you're not, this is wrong
Just fill me up with lies
I'm manifesting my own problems
I don't even try
I need control, I need an option
It's a do or die
I need control, I need an option
This is do or die

You said I'm not the one you
Think about in your bed
It's hard to find a reason to
Give out these second chances
Always leaving empty handed
And if I cross your mind at all
Would you give me a sign
Cause I've been faded all night in
The club with the strobe lights
And if it's not meant to be
I guess it's alright with me
Just move along to the beat
One day you'll see

And maybe it's all in my head
But I blame everyone else instead
I'm finding it hard to believe
This is heaven

Now I said fuck that
I'ma take a walk and watch the
Moon until I shine bright
Diamonds on me dancin'
I be flashin' like a Lite Brite
If you'd have seen my head
I'd probably say that I'll be alright
It'll be alright