Shinigami - crosshairs lyrics

Remember when I woke up in the morning and
I had a smile on my face
Remember the days when it didn't
Even matter at all
And I'm sorry, I been missing your calls
I been feeling like I might lose it all
I've been caught in life's crosshairs
I need you here, you're not there for me

Life's too rough for me, for me
Losing touch and I can't breathe
I've been stressed out
I just need to get the fuck away from here
No more tears tonight
I'd be lying
If I told you I won't
Be thinking of dying tonight

Remember when I woke up in the morning and
I had a smile on my face
Remember the days when it didn't
Even matter at all
And I'm sorry, I been missing your calls
I been feeling like I might lose it all
I've been caught in life's crosshairs
I need you here, you're not there for me

Wake up, wake up
H2O in my cup
And I roll up a blunt to numb the pain
Shut the fuck up, you're talking too much
I think something's wrong inside my brain
I cannot talk, I cannot feel
I cannot hear a word you say
I am a ghost, shell in my past
You should just run away from me

I be running around in circles, I know
I think I might need to get smoked
Smoking gas, I blow it out the window
I need you here tonight
I can't sleep by myself
I never ask for help, I'll live another life
Tears like diamonds when I cry

Remember when I woke up in the morning and
I had a smile on my face
Remember the days when it didn't
Even matter at all
And I'm sorry, I been missing your calls
I been feeling like I might lose it all
I've been caught in life's crosshairs
I need you here, you're not there for me

Remember when I woke up in the morning and
I had a smile on my face
Remember the days when it didn't
Even matter at all
And I'm sorry, I been missing your calls
I been feeling like I might lose it all
I've been caught in life's crosshairs
I need you here, you're not there for me