Shinigami - forever after lyrics

You accept darkness
Yet choose to live in the light
So why is it that you loathe us
Who teeter on the edge of nothing?
We, who were turned away by
Both light and dark
Never given a choice

I lie here awake at night
So stressed out, can't shut my eyes
Cry about how fast time flies
Forever after

Heartless, I'm hollow inside
Tears shine bright like the night sky
I can't stay, I'm just passing by
Forever after

There's nothing left
Don't love that bitch
I just wanted the neck
No money, no hoes, got no reason to flex
Remember all that fuckin' time that I spent
Tryna get that bitch out of my head

I still hate myself yeah not
That much has changed
I'm wondering why nothing has been the same
Since back in the days
When life wasn't grey (yeah)

I can't do this anymore
Might pass out on the floor
Please don't knock on my door
When you don't hear from me anymore

Days are passing by and
Things will be alright
The darkness is alive I cannot find the light
With blood shot eyes I stay inside
I'm hoping I can stay the night

I'm hoping I can stay the night
(I'm hoping I can stay the night)

I lie here awake at night
So stressed out, can't shut my eyes
Cry about how fast time flies
Forever after

Heartless, I'm hollow inside
Tears shine bright like the night sky
I can't stay, I'm just passing by
Forever after

Holding on to nothing
Hoping I can make it something
I waste my time by chasing ghosts
And it's me I let down the most

All I am is skin and bone
Rather stay in bed alone
Restless legs I shiver cold
And lie awake forever after

We hope our sorrows end and
That our hearts will blend
I'm hoping everything works out
Before the end
So here I lie under the night
Maybe our paths are intertwined

Days are passing by and
Things will be alright
The darkness is alive I cannot find the light
With blood shot eyes I stay inside
I'm hoping I can stay the night

Holding on to nothing
Hoping I can make it something
I waste my time by chasing ghosts
And it's me I let down the most

Holding on to nothing
Hoping I can make it something
I waste my time by chasing ghosts
And it's me I let down the most