Shinigami - grim lyrics

I don't wanna die
But I'm tired of this shit
Y-3 on my back with the scars on my wrist
She blew me a kiss, yeah
She said that she miss me
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before
I don't wanna die
But I'm tired of this shit
Y-3 on my back with the scars on my wrist
She blew me a kiss, yeah
She said that she miss me
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before

How would you feel if death
Knocked on your door?
He's lurking behind you
He can't be ignored
He preys on the weak even when there is sleep
The future is green, yeah
It's looking so bleak
Thirty pills on the harsh
Now I'm lying on the floor
Black and blue around my neck
I can't take it anymore
Scars running down my arm, yeah
Don't be alarmed
Tried to die twice before
Maybe third time's the charm

(Closer to heaven than I ever been before)
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before
(Closer to heaven than I ever been before)
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before

I don't wanna die
But I'm tired of this shit
Y-3 on my back with the scars on my wrist
She blew me a kiss, yeah
She said that she miss me
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before
I don't wanna die
But I'm tired of this shit
Y-3 on my back with the scars on my wrist
She blew me a kiss, yeah
She said that she miss me
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before

Fuck out my face with that
Pussy ass goth shit
OD on some xannies and die
With your goth bitch
You say you're depressed but we
Know that you're not
Kid
Fuck with the Death God
I'll murder your whole clique
Now that it's over, I hope that you know
This won't last ever
We're taking the throne
Spend a mill on my blade
And slit open my throat
My bitch got a Death Note
And murder she wrote