Shinigami - just another sad song lol lyrics

This limerence is killing me
I want my life back
I'm obsessed with validation
Don't know why I'm like that
But just don't know when you call
I'll always pick up the phone
I'm righting my wrongs
So you'll have closure when I'm gone

I've been like this for a long time
I just want it all to end
I'm sorry to the ones I love
If you don't see me again
If you want me to be honest
I don't wanna play pretend
Think I'm fallin' to the other side
You know I been on the fence

I bend over backwards so far that I break
Tired of livin' a life I can't take
Sippin' on potions, I'm tryna escape
Don't say you feel me
'cause you can't relate
Look in the mirror, it makes me feel nauseous
Turn people off 'cause
I'm fuckin' obnoxious
Filling my body with all these toxins
Sip on this liquor until I'm unconscious

This limerence is killing me
I want my life back
I'm obsessed with validation
Don't know why I'm like that
But just don't know when you call
I'll always pick up the phone
I'm righting my wrongs
So you'll have closure when I'm gone

I've been like this for a long time
I just want it all to end
I'm sorry to the ones I love
If you don't see me again
If you want me to be honest
I don't wanna play pretend
Think I'm fallin' to the other side
You know I been on the fence