Shinigami - night terrors lyrics

I wake up every morning
Thinking way back when
The days are growing longer
But I'm not getting stronger
Used to get night terrors and cry to mom
But now I fear the day this will all be gone
You know I never can admit
Just when I'm wrong
Wiping tears away as I write this song

Growing up time moves faster than I can
Sick and tired of lying to myself
I cannot fucking stand this
I'm sick of fucking standing
On my own, on my phone
Without a fucking purpose
And yeah I hope it's worth it
You know I'm fucking hurting
I think that I deserve this
I know that I deserve this

I wake up every morning
Thinking way back when
I felt like I was nothing
I turned it into something
Used to get night terrors and cry to mom
But now I fear the day this will all be gone
You know I never can admit
Just when I'm wrong
Wiping tears away as I write this song
Used to get night terrors and cry to mom
But now I fear the day this will all be gone
You know I never can admit
Just when I'm wrong
Wiping tears away as I write this song