Shrimp - I Tried lyrics

How did we end up like this
You dead and you gone and I don't know how to fight it
Go ahead and turn off the light switch
I never really thought I'd fall in love with a side bitch
Take my time take my money
Take whatever you want just as long as you take my soul
I can't recall the last time I felt anything at all

I know you're in there somewhere hiding from the pain
It'll be okay I'll be right by your side
Take my hand and tell me that you're not afraid
I swear I do my best I try

God dammit I tried