Shy One, Rozz Dyliams - Awakening lyrics

I can feel all of this anger coursing
And flowing inside of my blood
The longer that I try to keep it within is
The reason it's rising all up
My heart is a petrified shell
Filled up with hell where the demons at
I wanna reach out for somebody to listen
But I know that nobody reaching back
I'm reaching for something I
Know isn't there so
Why care? Don't even have a little hope
I'm reaching and pulling out memories
I wish I forgot
But guess I just didn't though
Ain't nobody coming around
Calling or texting or trying to hang out
So I go to sleep and wake up in the same
Mental state of a loser
That nobody care about
I feel like everybody hates me
I feel like everyone forgot me
But why do I care what anybody thinks
If I think everybody's a copy?
I feel like everybody got a motive
So I say a prayer and light a votive
The underground
The only thing that stuck around so that's
The reason why I stay devoted
Welcome to the land of doubt, when in doubt
Put the rope on the neck, and the chair
Kick it out falling down
Deeper down to the quiet little place
That you made up in your mind
When the world get too loud
The only feeling that I ever
Really wanted to feel
Was safety like it’s the only one that count
Either now I'ma get a little
Break for my own sake
But what if it gets worse now?

Awake awake, my soul is here
Come and take it all away
Awake, my soul is here
Come and take it all away
Awake, my soul is here
Come and take it all away
Awake, my soul is here
Come and take it all away

Who could it be in my mind
Standing right at the door
Waiting to come in
It's knocking, it's knocking
I open it slowly
Then smell a new scent and I take a breath in
This air is not fresh, I feel a big tug
A pull, a shove, I cannot breath in
Feeling a strong force pulling me through
Rolling to you as my head just spins
I'm paralyzed, I'm blind
Everything's blurry, I'm missing something
Dylan and Shy
Underground Mystic, the presence is haunting
Curious and confused
I know I didn't do something right
I will try my best to figure it out
Taking all the pieces of the
Puzzle with the rest
And let me try this and let me try that
And I know once I do it there
Is nowhere turning back
And let me open this and let me open that
And it fit's, I can see
I'm getting anxious to the max (Calm down)
I am mellow now this feeling is so new
I just felt overwhelmed

Awake awake, my soul is here
Come and take it all away
Awake, my soul is here
Come and take it all away
Awake, my soul is here
Come and take it all away
Awake, my soul is here
Come and take it all away