Sinizter - Black Waters lyrics

Feet in the sand I hear the waves calling
Water is dark as my heart keep walking
It's like i'm sleeping in a deep coffin
The voices in my head are
Dead but they keep talking

Conversating with ghosts
I try to keep it on the low
With demons outside yo do
Ain't no way you can go
With all this madness on my mind
Ain't no way I could flow
With all this baggage I tote
Imma need a bigger boat
All these years I cope with the pain
Never gave up hope
Through the flame is smoke
Trying to reclaim my soul
It's like my brain exposed
When i'm trying to explain my woes
So I just keep it inside
Like fuck it man we closed
Never had my feelings exposed
I'd rather speak in code
When i'm talking to my therapist
I'm careless we know
That's my other personality
Inside is where the battle be
Inside is where I battle me
One of us is a casualty
We can come together like anatomy
Or you can assaulted with a battery
If I feel you mean harm i'm
Bring the like the Calvary
Short fuse imma loose cannon
Cause i've seen it all
But i'm still standing
Trying to figure it out where it is
Where I belong on this blue planet

Cause shit i've been through will
Keep you up at night
Said I should've been dead
Yeah you fucking right
I'm standing on the edge ready
To take fucking flight
Cause a bullet to the head will not suffice
Sacrifices must be made so I made em
12 gauge by my waist I don't fucking tase em
That beast inside me just
Know society raised em
I can't be walking around for the rage
So I fucking caged em
You seen the pain in my eyes
When I cry it rain from the sky
When I die imma rest in peace
Know when I fall for my piece of pie
Keep you inside if you reaching to high
Seeking teaching you to fly
That's what I say to myself when i'm having
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