Sinizter - OBSCURE lyrics

I can't even feel my fuckin' face
Feelin' like I haven't slept in days
Nobody ever listen when I pray
Don't ever wanna know if I'm ok?

Drown all my emotions in this
Bottle ima flood my system
Keep it bottled up inside my mind
This shit feels like a prison
Picturing your face inside my head when
I pick up this pistol
I can't keep this up much longer
Might succumb to the statistic

Yeah yeah and when it rains it pours
What am I fighting for?
I I I felt like this before
You you you just walk out the door

Never feeling sure if this is right
But I just keep on pushing
Never backing down that's how I'm built
So I just keep enduring
Spilling my emotions on this paper
Tell you how I'm feeling
Might not understand thеse words I'm saying
Hope it's not for nothing

Yeah yеah hope it's not for nothing
No no I hope it's not for nothing

Yeah yeah

And when it rains it pours
What am I fighting for?
I I I felt like this before
You you you just walk out the door