Sinizter, Melody Mercury, Nomad1c - Silent Nights lyrics

I feel like a get everything
Money, cars, clothes
And these women drooling on me
I don't even have to hit her with
A wedding ring
Every weekend in the club going up
If she shaking I might
Have to go and let it rain
I'm my own boss I don't need no handouts
Got my own label and we
Working towards some big thangs
Building my team from the ground up
I think we gon' need a bigger stage
I don't sleep long i got nobody to lean on
Lately my heart has been cold
My house has been empty nobody to keep warm

So what's the point of living anymore
I got everything I want but sitting bored
If I could change it I would
I need someone I can adore
And every night i'm lonely
Drinking till i'm laying on the floor
See it hurts
Trying to find a way to make it work
But I only end up making things worse
I just want someone to love me and
Gloss over my flaws till we old
And buried in some dirt
I got some issues but I want to make it work
And imma give you everything you deserve
I just want someone to love me and
Gloss over my flaws till we old
And buried in some dirt
I got some issues but I want to make it work
And imma give you everything you deserve

I cry to my find my real
I'm still breathing
I'm still here in the ground

To love me to take me exactly as I am
Despite my imperfections
To serve as my tour guide
And provide me some direction

Talking I twiddle my fingers my pretension
But my thoughts of you feels like heaven
Willing to go thru hell and back for you
You are my hellion none of my feelings are
Better than common sense


I got a million questions all of
Two answers I will never get
I take up all my friendships
Try understand whats happening


I cry to my find my real
I'm still breathing
I'm still here in the ground