S.L.A.B., Z-Ro - Everytime lyrics

Everytime I turn around my friends
Are turnin into foes
I can't feel my days at hand please
Heaven open up your doors
I wanna live my life
My life but my life is coming to a close
That's why I pray to my God - my God
Give me strength so I can carry on

Feel like I'm goin on 40 but I
Ain't hit the age of 24
Hard times killing my smile but
I'm a make it though
If I can remember the last time
I got to laugh without fakin
On top of niggas hatin plus I
Feel I'm runnin by Satan
But, I'm a solider and feel like it
Be hard for me to cry
So I laugh away the pain and roll the time by
This life I'm livin everyday is
Reality at it's best
All my doggs dead or gone and
I'm struggles keeping me stressed
Deep inside I know it ain't right
To fake what I'm feelin
But, I'm confused cause my pride
Got me fighting the feelin
They locked my dogg up right when
We was reachin the top
I made a promise to myself that
I'm a maab till I drop
I know one day it's gon' get better
When the sun get to shine
Cause in the rain we forever duckin one time
And to my brother J and Boss I
Got ya back till I'm dead
SK for life my nigga hold up ya head

Every once in awhile I get
A call from my friends
One of my homies from the block
Done went back to the penn
Niggas can't stay out of shit for
Shit cause shit gon'call they name
I done been stranded before my nigga
Boss done felt the pain
Hustlin in the rain not knowin where
My meal finna come from
Out on the corner with soft and
Hard - stackin tryna get funds
Duece 4 - 7, three hundred and sixty five
I keep my head to the sky
Hopin God's gonna let me ride

Reminicin bout the better days
Stuck in a daze got me feelin
Like I'm trapped in a maze
I'm at a early age, stressin like a grown man
And all my pain got me
Beggin for a helping hand
I miss my brother even though
We barely know each other
Cause in my life he been gone
Away and it make me tougher
Everytime I turn around it's the same thing
Same pain still trapped in the same game

Everytime I turn around I
Feel I'm losin composure
Lord knows that hard modes turned
Me into a solider
I got a brother living sick
Thinkin life is a bitch
On lock down and this the type
Of shit I live with
Family be needin cash ends barely meetin
Lord knows my pockets starvin
While these niggas eatin
Plus I'm threw fuckin with playas
That's finna turn to foes
I just wanna leave my life in
Peace and chase dough because

Give me the strength cause I
Grow weaker by the second
My squab game good but I feel
The need to keep a weapon
Close to me when I'm out in public
Or when I'm at the house
Sometimes I feel like I'm the most
Hated person in the south
I see death around the corner
And he callin my name
I know I gotta go but first
Let me make me some change
Cause, I ain't never had nothin
In my life time so why the world wanna
Disconnect my life line
I kept it real with homies
Who kept the realness back
Now that I need 'em they can't see
Me man how real is that
Matter of fact I think they wanna
See me dead and gone
And me strugglin they don't wanna Z-Ro
Happy because his friend is 'lone'
Just cause they dead broke
They want me to be broke with 'em
Could it be that they mad at me because
I can afford to smoke with 'em
Jealousy and envy made me
Sharper then a blade
I broke bread why my homies wanna put me
In my grave everytime I turn around