Slaine, Claire Whall - Blurry Eyed lyrics

I've gone to great lengths and
Used all my strengths
To try and make peace with the past
But my heart's been broken so many times
I just can't keep up with sweeping up glass
There are some principles I hold as truths
And I want belief in it bad love between us
Gotta be greater than these fucking secrets
That each of us has
Gotta be greater than fear
Gotta be greater than resentment
Why do you we measurе the rain?
Seeking this pleasure in pain
I know that that can bе tempting
Maybe my past fucking lessons are so
Deep entrenched in my fiber
They set me on fire you tell the truth, I'm
Convinced you're a liar
Betrayal has burned all my senses and wires
My thoughts get erratic and start to get
Scattered, my soul has been torn
Heart has been battered
The rose in the thorn, you know the story is
Old as the Dawn, but I'm soldiering on
I been sober so long (It seems
But maybe) I'm still that addict like I was
And I just justify my anger
You must satisfy my love
My love for you, just so relentless
Can't breathe without you
My soul's defenseless
My oldest fences, they cage my trust
And my raging lust, well
You rose against it so dangerous
And just so intense that I
Can't control it all
I don't know if I am flying a spiral and
High in the sky with you as my wings
There's nowhere to fall

Waking up blurry eyed
Rolling over, getting up
Wanna see through the blinds
Will it ever be enough?
Waking up blurry eyed
Rolling over, getting up
Tell the truth, but the lies still inside me
Set it up

That's what I keep trynna tell myself
But, you got me so spell-bound
In the past, I always felt down
But, I never felt how I felt now
So high that I will never come down
Stay true and honest and promise
That we'll never fall
Maybe my karma's evolved
Maybe my problem is solved
Maybe these ominous walls so far and so
Wide are ready to silently fall
It's like the stars are aligned
I got a feeling that's really
So hard to define
They way that we fucking and making
Love is like I'm taking drugs
It takes me out of my mind
I know sometimes I'm out of my mind so
I go right back in that rabbit hole
I think that my old habit's died
You know far as old habit's go
But, you know my soul like no one
Else, my soul can be so tragic, so
When I get lost, you just bring me back
And those powers are so magical
So magical, you hold me close
While I'm holding you, choking your clavicle
Open the avenue while I explode in you, you
Hold my shoulders, I'm hopelessly having you
Hopelessly having you
We have these pasts and these ghosts that
We both have been battered through
Cope with these attitudes, you understand me
I understand you
We're broken and shatter-proof

Waking up blurry eyed
Rolling over, getting up
Wanna see through the blinds
Will it ever be enough?
Waking up blurry eyed
Rolling over, getting up
Tell the truth, but the lies still inside me
Set it up