Slaine, Rite Hook - Everything Once lyrics

I guess I'm anti-social
Anti-trolling and ass-kissing
I'm too official for brash
Dissing for fast listens
My pedigree's different, that of a tactician
An assassin to mash you with fists
Leave your stash missing
In the tradition of dishing out ass-whippings
I'm itching to smash
You get the gift of a - vision
I got a new vendetta
My shoulders are that chipped
And when you've never been better
Your flow is just back-shifting and changing
They say that you've changed
Like you lost your hunger when
You made it through pain
The same people that hated you, degraded you
Threw shade at your name
Full of bitter lies
To criticize the way that you came
I'm too creative to claim
I should be fading away
This life I built out of the
Rubble wasn't made in a day
I had to fight harder, tougher
Even suffered for it, fuck awards
Every inch I struggled for made
Me love it more
This struck a chord, fuck it
Something to recover for
Buckle down and hustle
Even on the days I wasn't sure
Give it everything I got
Nothing less, nothing more
All's fair in love and war
As if God said it
You can only be what you earn
But, I'm hard headed
I guess you gotta bleed and you learn
I been waiting for the fuel
Needed for me to return
As if fire ever needed a new reason to burn

I got a lotta life to lose
And I know what it's like to lose
Everything once, oh
When I came back, I broke the rules

So here we go again
Back into this madness here
I guess I'm addicted to
Playing with this fate
It's like the beat of a drum
Is all I have to hear
For me to be numb from everything I hate
It's been too many years down
This rabbit hole here
I just can't find no other way to escape
I know the world is insane
So I keep swirling the drain but fuck it
Maybe that's what drives me to create
I been an outsider out of the gate
Colliding with hate
My pride and mistakes smacked me in
The side of my face
But, I didn't fall 'cause I wouldn't break
I didn't have a dollar to borrow
Or a tomorrow to waste
I know, I know pride, yeah
It's such a horrible taste
To have to swallow mine and
Find another bottom to scrape
Maybe I'm out of time and luck
And stuck brawling with faith
I guess this is how it feels
When you're falling from grace
To be a king once, King Kong is his kingdom
Bells, I would ring them, hell
I would bring some
I rode it 'til the wheels fell off
A shell with no engine
Take a look around and you been done
Nah, but I'm still alive
If I could properly describe the
Way that I feel inside
In unstoppable fire when the black sun fell
In a world with no skies
Now I'm back from Hell

I got a lotta life to lose
And I know what it's like to lose
Everything once, oh
When I came back, I broke the rules